Assalamualaikum
For the second time,
I am in Terendak again..but not for medical anymore.
Yesterday was my
first day here.. I just came all the way
from Taiping to Cyberjaya and finally reached here by 1.30am..and malam tu
jugak baru kalut nak buat TBL memandangkan I never have a look on my study
during holiday..shame on me! My roomate wasn't came back yet on that night..so
I was sleeping alone with light on (as usual)^^
---talking about
balik..actually that was all out of my plan. Alhamdulillah, Allah gives me what
I deserve.
First day..Tuesday
8/11/11..
We went to the
hospital at 8..it was quite late for a medical student..but it couldn't be
helped since we woke up late and need to iron dresses and tudung first. In the
hospital, it is relieved that lecturer didn't came yet. We joined surgical out
patient clinic in the morning. Then we waited for our lecturer to come since we
had session with him. But suddenly, he couldn't came. It was frustrating for
our first session here turned to be like that..and I was supposed to be one of
the presenter yesterday.
Life goes on..so we
went to operation theater in the afternoon, learning how to do scrubbing,
gowning and gloving from staffnurses. Scrub was the most interesting part. We
need to brush from nail to elbow for hundreds time!! Ouc..it almost hurt!..
Then, we went back and have meals together at kedai tomyam. At night, all girls
gathered at my room and we had such a welcoming party..my roomate brought bake
macaroni, and we finished them up plus ketupat, rendang and orange. No drink
served. We had sweet time together chatting, laughing, and the last part was
cleaning and washing. When everybody leaved my room, I started to feel sleepy.
Not more than one hour of reading, I decided to light off and sleep.
Today..my alarm rang
at 4 o'clock in the cold morning. I supposed to wake up and complete my
presentation slide. I noticed a dark surrounding when I woke up. Blackout! So I
thought back..how about my laptop battery ruined??so I can't finish my work in
this dark. The whole block is blackout. Then I decided to sleep back for how
long until I heard a very loud azan subuh. Still dark. I had my shower with
coldddddd water in a dark bathroom!
Going to the
hospital..slight earlier than yesterday. We had ward orientation by a 'not very
welcoming' sister. It took just a few minutes only. And after that we had
noting, just to wait for our lecturer to come (he said within 90 minutes).
However, he just came after about 3 hours. The first session began with my
friends' presentation. I was sooo sleepy but thank God he didn't really noticed
it (btw, I don't know whether he noticed or not *-*). After the presentation
end, he asked me questions about intestinal obstruction, hernias and all that.
I was slightly shocked. My answers never seem to impress him. NEVER!! He asked
why we look stunned every time he pointed out questions. And as usual, I started to have 'stupid
feeling' inside me.
Suddenly, he called
for next presentation..and that was ours..both of us. We went downstairs for
laptop and compiling. I met Dr Tajmul and Dr Rosman on the way down..but it was
heartbroken because the most we could do was just greet them, as we needed to
RUSH downstairs. I started to have palpitation and dyspnea..and of course
adrenaline rush! I had to calm myself, recite few doa' before going inside. I
lead the presentation and I was completely being grilled by him!!! He keep
asking me this and that even before I started. He even said that I 'tak faham
soalan'!. It’s good that I was able to make 'muka seposen' in front of him.
After that we had
lunch and prayer break for 30 minutes. He wanted us to come back at 3..for
what..we don't know..
At 3pm+, we met
again and we had nothing other than motivational talk by him. Some of the
stories are inspiring, but some are not especially when talk and act are not
synchronize. The session ended at about 5pm..and we had ABC and keropok lekor
Cik Nor before went back to our rooms. At 6pm+, 4 of us walked along seashore.
We recite ma'thurat together at one big rock besides the sea with water
splashed at us.
Laut bergelora
dengan gulungan ombak
Angin kencang
Daun nyiur
menari-nari
Air masin memercik
ke daratan
Paras air menutupi
pulau-pulau kecil
Yang kelihatan
hanyalah batu- batu besar
-NuRFaLaH-
