Raya

Minal aidil wal faaizeen..selamat hari raya untuk diri saya..

Syawal tiba lagi meninggalkan Ramdhan dengan rasa pilu..coz i dont think that i was being good throughout the Ramadhan..the bitter part is MY MISSION IS NOT ACHIEVED..a bit (alot, actually) of frustrated there. And i turned down..feeling like i'm such a bad person. Astaghfirullah..may Allah forgive me.

Sepanjang Ramadhan jarang sekli saya merepek kat sini..coz i was trying not to deviate myself from my core duties. Anyway, i was busy preparing my research proposal for the past one month. InsyaAllah we will proceed soon. Not to forget, i got weekly assessments during my last posting (cuak sangat..and to read and digest the given notes/slides were really time-consuming).. alhamdulillah i got such a better result, all beyond my expectation..*barakah Ramadhan mungkin*

Weekend pula macam tak hengat dunia tidur..sleep debt konon!pastu nak buat amalan Ramadhan yg maha super best lagi dan tak mungkin belum tentu akan buat di bulan2 yg lain. All these things menyebabkan saya  kurang merepek disini.

Tapi kenapa saya nak cite time2 sekarang?raya kot! Ahaks..itu sume flashback je sebelum masuk fasa  raya..

3 hari sebelum raya saya dah tercangak kat rumah ni.ponteng kelas sehari! Apabila dirumah as usual, tugas sebagai kakak sulong bermula... Walau bagaimanapun..mood raya amatlah kurang untuk tahun ni.dunno why.

And today 1 Syawal 1433H..tak best sangat pun.boring je. Nasib baik ade Siputih I menceriakan suasana..terima kasih kerana menemani saya dan keluarge^^ At least dapatla juga buat photoshoot sikit2..
Raya for this past few years sangatlah tak best untuk family kitorang (kadang2 best sikit). Saya tak kisah pun sebab dah besar, and alhamdulillah waktu kecik2 dulu best. Cuma saya kesiankan adik2 saya yg patutnya merasai nikmat raya sekarang..bcoz ithink they dont really have full picture of what raya is about.kesian kan..huhu..tapi saya pun taktau nak tolong camane. Tapi nasib baik my mom is good enough to make all of us happy even without feeling the real raya.

Let see if tomorrow is better than today!

Wassalam