Dah Dewasa eh?

assalamualaikum

i wonder..adakah saya dah dewasa sekarang???

mmg tak dinafikan i will turn 19 in 5 months onwards..and i am such a big sister since i got so many adiks.

tapi saya tak sure can i be an adult

what makes me think? let me explain..

saya merupakan seorang yang suka report daily activities kat umi

mmg since tadika sampai sekarang..and maybe sampai bilebile

dan saya tak akan pegi mana2 or join ape2 activity unless i told umi first

of course, everything must be ok throughout the activity (kalau tak, umi akan buat suara risau..dan saya sangat tak suka to hear that)

about ayah pulak

saya takpenah jarang report everything to him

bagi saya..ayah is too busy to hear all those merepek from me

tapi satu je yg saya akan bagitau

that is when i have to attend overnight outdoor activities like camping ke, training pape ke, and even program ilmiah pun as long as it is done outside my college overnight

kalau dulu saya bagitau kat ayah

for sure macam2 he would ask..and i had to explain clearly about the program.

kira macam saya buat proposal la..kena dapatkan approval

the earlier i told, the better the prognosis

kadang2 ayah tak terus approve je..he might taken a few days to do so.

tapi sekarang bila saya bagitau by sms or call

ayah will ask me back: "kamu nak pegi ke?"

even saya tak jawab clearly pun.. ayah akan cakap: "ikut suke kamu la"

then he will ask briefly about the program thingy

saya jawab tak berape nak confident pun ayah macam tak kisah

last but not least

ayah will remind me to baca yasin and ayatul kursi everytime

that means saya sekarang have to make my own decision

ayah dah ajar saya untuk jadi dewasa

and i have to think well sebab saya taknak menyesal and keep blaming myself

of course sumorang nak yg terbaik utk diri sendiri

in any situation

saya perlu lebih banyak bergantung ngan ALLAH

sebab DIA lah sebaik-baik petunjuk

dan HE will guide us with the Hidayah

~I WISH I CAN BE A GENIUS CLEVER PERSON~

t.h.a.t. i.s. f.o.r. t.h.i.s. t.i.m.e.^^