sangat penat

assalamualaikum


satu hari suntuk keluar umah kul 9 pagi..balik kul 10 malam..memang sangat memenatkan
without any significant reasons, saya rasa macam dah tak larat nak bukak mata

weekly assessment

group discussion

revision class

usrah at bangi

visit my friend's bestfriend

teman kawan pegi hot air balloon

suppose to go back to taiping tonight..tapi ayah postpone besok pagi

lagipun, memang sangat tak masuk akal if ayah nak return to shah alam sebelum subuh after hantar saya balik taiping tonight..dah la he just came back from kedah this evening.

ouch..saya tolong  rasa penat bagi pihak ayah 

waktu otw pegi usrah, tibetibe ayah call nak ajak balik

saya diam..sebab besok suppose to attend a conference kat KL plus nak jumpa girlfriend lama (sambil menyelam minum air)

then ayah tanya; is it really important?

i felt so cuak..it must be something for him to ask like that

yes.

Allah really gives me such a right instinct

salunye ape yang saya agak..teka..dan sebagainya adalah tepat

ade pros and cons to feel that kind instinct 

so, demi insan istimewa yang paling saya cintai

saya rela cancel my date with my girlfriend

saya rela tak pegi conference

saya rela balik umah walaupun final exam is on thursday

tak kisah la.

Allah je yang tau ape yg bermain di fikiran saya waktu dapat call from ayah and tak dapat nak call umi at the same time.

tapi alhamdulillah..

saya dah dapat call umi after maghrib 

just nak confirm if something really happened

takde papela.

ayah just worried kot that's why he wants me to be home

at least..saya jadi manusia berguna 

t.h.a.t. i.s. f.o.r. t.h.i.s. t.i.m.e.^^