GOOGLE

assalamualaikum


hari ney saya nak buat pengakuan bahawa sesungguhnya amatlah bahaya if we play with search engine such as google dan sewaktu dgnnye (as well as fb search). sangat bahaya ok..and i said that because i've been through it.


since last night, saya dgn sukahati nye membuang masa utk type nama kawan saya (the old friends, not the current one) kt dlm google search ney. mesti org pelik en nape saya perlu buat mcm tu..i got my reason btw. mcm saya ckp td..'the old friends'..means that we never see each other for more than 5 years with no news or calls or any form of contact. sgt sedih bile fikir 10 kali. tapi sygnye tak jumpe jgak friends that i'm searching for.


then saya type lagi,names of my old classmates waktu sekolah rendah dulu, name of a person yg saya salu gaduh waktu sekolah rendah dulu..dan lainlain.dan akhirnya i found a few of them. kt google tu ckp die is on fb. so mmg agak mustahil la utk saya add die kan.


then saya main lagi.saya tulis nama my old relatives (ney kali ketiga saya guna word old..for the same reason..we never meet for more than 5 years) and i wanna know how they are doing. i wanna know how my childhood brothers and sisters are doing right now.that's why i used google..not as a stalker or sneaker or what so ever..but as me..the one who lost her childhood moment.


yes i found them (my old relatives) on google. most of them got fb. and one more time, it's impossible for me to add them.but i did view some of their profile. i get to know where r they studying rite now and some other info. ramai yg dah berubah..tp saya faham..ppl keep changing as they r growing. tapi still, ade certain changes that make me feel sad and disappointed. but i know, i've no right to judge anyone. when i looked at their names and some got profiles, i think about the past..if we could grow together..if we got no problems..if and if and if...


pastu saya rase menyesal. patutnye saya tak perlu search nama diorang.tak perlu tau pasal diorang.tak perlu segalanya.and just let bygone be bygone. saya rase mcm nak salahkan google tu. kenapa nama diorang ade kat situ? saya sgt bersyukur nama saya not been displayed by google.except for certain things during my matric time.my name is there on google but it's academic things.kenchanaa.


saya lebih suka takde org cari saya..dan ignore saya..itu lebih baik mungkin! so that sume org lain tak jadi mcm saya.sgt psycho.tak berpijak di bumi yg nyata


malam ney saya jumpa lagi..tapi lepas ni saya TRY to promise that i will never find them again..unless we meet in reality..tu pun saya taknak jumpa secara kebetulan.


sila faham kenapa saya ckp google tu bahaya..yup..google sgt bahaya. sila berkelakuan baik jika anda berada di laman sesawang anda atau apeape akaun yg anda ade (fb,myspace,blog ke ape ke) kerana nama anda akan dikenali oleh si google. dan die akan displaykan bila ade sape2 tekan search. 


p/s:it's good not to use ur real name anyway (like what i'm doing)~


t.h.a.t. i.s. f.o.r. t.h.i.s. t.i.m.e.