the end of 2010

assalamualaikum

saya tak jadi balik subang malam ney.maybe besok.

entry ney ditulis betul2 at the end of 2010..

saya tak tau nape tibetibe je saya baru ade feel that 2010 will gonna end

in a few minutes je lagi..

siyes before this saya tak rase pape..

dan baru sekarang jugak saya selak balik memori saya

nak muhasabah balik ape yg saya dah buat dalam mase setahun ney

macam takde pape pun kan

pejam celik pejam celik

dah habis satu tahun

saya nak cari balik azam tahun 2010 that i wrote sumwhere

tapi mcm malas nak cari

tunggu balik umah taiping nnt jumpe la kot

saya tak faham nape org beriye nak celebrate new year

takde makna pape pun

cube fikir dua tiga kali

kalau fikir sekali mmg rase mcm 

"eh..suka hati aku la nak smbut new year..ape ko kesah?"

tapi kalau fikir byk kali

then only we will realize that celebrating every coming year is just like celebrating our own death..best tak?

sbb lagi meningkat tahun means lagi pendek umur kite

so kalau dah tau tak lama lagi nak mati

tak kan still nak celebrate excited gile kot

at least..do sumthing yg boleh improve our life quality and of course our life after death

takkan nak siasia mcm tu je

(saya tak ckp ney kat sapesape..coz this is also a remainder for me)

bagi saya every one should have their own azam baru

tak kisah ape org nak ckp

"eleh ko tu..azam baru konon, buat belum tentu"

tapi at least

we try to set in our mind that we should realize all those things

coz i trust that we are what we think and we believe 

sebab when we have self confident

ekceli we can do a lot of things

byk unexpected things yg kite buat come from our brave and confident

sampai kadang2 kite mcm tak percaya

" eh betul ke aku yg buat ney" 

kan?

for 2011

that will be coming soon in a few minutes

i wish i can be a better person in all aspects of life

that's all i can say i think

sebab saya dah listkan my resolutions on Muharam hari tu

yela tahun baru Islam kan

insyaAllah

i'll try to keep my promise to myself

and to my Lord..Allah The Almighhty

if doesn't following my favor is consider good

than i won't follow that

maybe my favor is from nafsu semata mata

ok

selamat tinggal 2010

sayonara tahun yang bersejarah

(tibetibe rase emo mcm nak nangis)

t.h.a.t. i.s. f.o.r. t.h.i.s. t.i.m.e.