1 Litre of Tears

assalamualaikum

jumaat malam sabtu haritu..saya tengok one litre of tears..almaklumlah baru lepas exam final pagi jumaat. Ekceli I already transferred the drama since last 2 weeks lagi..tapi waktu tu 3^rd week or repro..so bajet macam nak study utk final la n saya pun bertahan la tak tengok sampai hari jumaat after exam..

kawan saya dah pesan siapsiap suruh bawa sekotak tisu utk tengok citer tu..saya ckp tak main la tisu2 ney..saya bawak blanket je..nak lap segala mcm air yg tumpah..tu dah jd habit saya..*taksenonoh kan*

the story is about Spinocerebellar Atrophy..all about sumthing yg related to nervous system..then saya wonder,,nape la aku tak tengok citer ney waktu nervous system block dulu.. it’s based on true story ekceli. Dokterdokter sendiri yg jadi supervisors in making that drama so that all the medical facts given are correct..best wooo…mmg betul sebijik mcm ape yg saya belajar dulu.

seeing the girl in that scene, I was like so pity and can’t stop crying as she had suffered a lot with the disease..dan saya berdoa dlm hati so that seluruh ahli keluarga dan keturunan saya dijauhkan drpd sebarang penyakit.ameen. as for me, having a disease is normal..but to suffer from it is not. Saya tak mampu nak tahan segala kesedihan tengok sume penderitaan die tu (aish..mcmane la nak jadi dokter ney)

the girl in the drama named Aya..a name that remind me of myself. when i was a lil girl, i used to be called as Aya or some other names end with Ya (some of my high school friends also called me qiya).tapi sekarang dah takde lagi org panggil mcm tu..everythings remains as memory. that's why best dgr time mak die panggil die “Aya..”..rase mcm ade org panggil saya..huhu..sedih tak..pastukan pattern gigi die same mcm saya..tapi she got it on her left. saya punye on my right side. same sebijik..tapi of course la muka saya tak sama mcm die..hoho. pastu lagi die anak sulung same mcm saya jugak..weird and so on and so forth

(tapi sumenye takde kene mengena langsung antara saya ngan die..saje gedik)

melampau tak saya tengok the whole story in one night..dengan perasaan yg sgt penat dan kepala yg berdenyutdenyut, dah tak larat nak letak vicks da. that’s why saya mcm takde feel sgt waktu tgok tu but still ade nangis jugak la. tapi bile dah final episode tu saya dah tertidur dah kot..bangun pagi (pagila sangat kul 7 lebih) laptop kat sebelah tak tutup.

saya rasa taknak delete citer tu sbb saya nak tengok lagi n lagi sampai saya  boleh hafal plot jalan cerite die..plus citer tu got knowledge. salunye saya terus akan delete citer after tengok sebab dah taknak ulang lagi sekali, unless kalau mmg saya suke giler sampai nangisnangis bengkak mata sume.ngehehe.

btw, i just tengok lagi sekali the final episode baru kejap tadi (sbb i was sleeping that night)..final episode tu tajuk die "far away, to a place where there are no more tears"..tapi waktu tu la i really got one litre of tears..mmg sgt tak tertahan~

one of the best scene in the drama

t.h.a.t. i.s. f.o.r. t.h.i.s. t.i.m.e.^_^